๐Ÿ’ž๐Ÿ’‹Dear Diary UNCUT,๐Ÿ“๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ”ฅ: How The Night () Went

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๐ŸŽ€๐ŸŒฅGood Afternoon๐ŸŒฅ๐ŸŽ€

Today I want to take the time to be thankful for my iPhone๐Ÿ“ฑ because I’m never bored๐Ÿคณ๐Ÿพ. I would also like to take the time to be grateful that I got all my hoes back๐Ÿ’๐Ÿพ because I missed them๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿ˜‚(y’all know who y’all are๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿพ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ). I am grateful that I get everything I want. I also realized I will always have my VIP๐Ÿพ status but I won’t have my previous entries๐Ÿ˜ซ.

I’m having a bit of a dilemma๐Ÿ˜ฅ. I REALLY like CH (to protect the person and myself from possible scrutiny (as if anyone cares๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ) his name is abbreviated and the abbreviation may or may not be his lmaoooo. It’s so no one knows who he is because he is very popular in the interneighborhood). He’s so beautiful๐Ÿซ๐Ÿ‘๐Ÿ‘ and when I first laid ๐Ÿ‘€ on him, I couldn’t look away. I wanted everything he’d ever had in his life: his loveโค๏ธ, his children๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿฝ๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿฟโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿฝโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿฟ, his dick๐Ÿ† (which, btw… I had NO idea๐Ÿ’กwas so big) & his soul๐ŸŒ€. Allatโ—๏ธ

He does something to me. The thought of him drives me crazy. Like ALL SMILES๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—๐Ÿค—. He’s all I can think about and I really wanna be his. He fine AF and get finer each time I see him. And his smile so sweet โ™ฅ๏ธ. I want him to want me… And miss me. He asked me that… when we met for the first time. “You missed me? I missed you. Say it. Tell me. I know you missed me. Cause I missed you”. I responded “Yes. I Missed You daddy”. He asked me if I want his baby and I said yes like a dummy๐Ÿ˜˜ cause he was deep in my tummy. Then I thought about it and said no. He said “what you want” I said “I want a son”๐Ÿ’‹. His next words were “is this your dick๐Ÿ†”? I’m his๐Ÿ˜. I want him to take all my energy reankh it and give it backโ™ฅ๏ธ Fuck I love him. I stared at him as he was sleeping๐Ÿ™‡๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿ’•. I can’t help but tell him as much as I can through text๐Ÿ“ฑ๐Ÿ“ฒ๐Ÿ’ฌ๐Ÿ’ฌ๐Ÿ’ฌ. I asked him to pray for me๐Ÿ™๐Ÿพ. He said “I’ve been praying for you”๐Ÿ™Œ๐Ÿพ. He told me he prays for me๐Ÿ‘Œ๐Ÿพ. That’s when I began praying for him๐Ÿคž๐Ÿพ.

I get so turned on thinking๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿค” about him and then I start bothering him because he’s bothering my pussy ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ˜‚ lol I’m in love. Only with the idea of him being mine but I know he’ll never be mine๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ. Touch me softly and slowly. Bite my nipples gently. Smack my ass softly then build up. Oh My God๐Ÿ™Š๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ณ. What have I done to myself ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿค๐Ÿ˜ด๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ฉ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜–๐Ÿ˜ฃ๐Ÿ˜ฃโ˜น๏ธโ˜น๏ธโ˜น๏ธ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ He texted me asking if he could get some head ๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ‘…๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ’ฆ. I want him so bad right now but I said “Later. Yes.” I don’t even suck dick so he gone be hella heated. Oh My God๐Ÿ™Š๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ณ๐Ÿคค๐Ÿคค๐Ÿคค๐Ÿคค.

So last night or early this morning because it was about five or six in the morning, CH and I had sex. He kept saying all these magical things to me. And right when we started one of his friends came downstairs and did something LOL and he told me to be quiet, stay still and stay low. His friend went towards the bathroom which was in the opposite direction of us. But even if he had looked or came near us, he would’ve see my back as it was facing him. He asked me if he was the best dick I’ve ever had. And I said “no”. He was like “so you had better” & I’m like “yeah” and he said it again like “is this the best dick you’ve ever had”? And the more I got the more my no became a yes because like drake said “heat of the moment”. He asked me if I missed Him and I told him yes and he kept wanting to hear me say it more. I told him that I wanted his baby. He asked me did I want his baby. I begged for it.

Oh My God๐Ÿ™Š๐Ÿ˜ฎ๐Ÿ˜ฒ๐Ÿ˜ณ this man. His lips ๐Ÿ‘„ so kissable and LORDT when he’s sleep ๐Ÿ˜ด โ€”he snores (which is so cute๐Ÿ˜Š since he’s not fat ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿ˜‚). When he’s sleeping, I wanna rub๐Ÿ’†๐Ÿพโ€โ™‚๏ธ all over his body and I even thought ๐Ÿ’ญ about sucking๐Ÿ‘…๐Ÿ’ฆ his dick๐Ÿ† while he slept ๐Ÿ˜ดbut it’s always somebody up here ๐Ÿ™„ and we never have privacy๐Ÿšช. We literally try to get it in whenever we can. I know he not gone fuck me while everybody up๐Ÿ™…๐Ÿพ๐Ÿ™…๐Ÿพโ€โ™‚๏ธโŒ Annnnd I don’t expect him to TBH ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿพโ€โ™‚๏ธ. Also I’m loud af๐Ÿ“ฃ. I’m coming down and grab me๐Ÿ’ฆ. Then he turned me away from him and pulled me closer while putting his other hand over my mouth. He whispered in my ear “pull them down bae. Let me slide”.

Mind You we’re on the stairs๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿคฆ๐Ÿพโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿคท๐Ÿพโ€โ™€๏ธ. He kissed and sucked on my neck. He bit my ear and before bending me over. Omfg shit ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ’ฆ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜ซ. Things were going nice and slow at first and we were not trying to get caught or be hurt by anyone. I don’t know when control got lost but control was lost. After we baed up and I said “I chose you to give myself to you๐Ÿ˜โ™ฅ๏ธ. And I love youโ™ฅ๏ธโค๏ธ. I really do โค๏ธyou and I want to be with you๐Ÿ‘ซ and you’re so beautiful๐Ÿ˜ to me. You’re goals are inspiring and everything about you makes me want to be a better me. A KING๐Ÿคด๐Ÿพ.

Right as he began to speak. Everything changed and he was gone.

๐Ÿ“ฟ๐ŸŒUpdate๐ŸŒ: ๐Ÿ“ฟI wish I had some alcohol๐Ÿน๐Ÿธ๐Ÿท๐Ÿฅƒ to make me forget about what’s happening oreven a place to just cry๐Ÿ˜ข so much that I can’t even cry๐Ÿ˜ข anymore about the situation. I haven’t talked to him in sooooo long. I’m not sure what happened but I hope he remembers.

โš ๏ธ๐Ÿ’‹Disclaimer๐Ÿ’‹โš ๏ธ: It was all a dream!

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