Today I want to take the time to be thankful for my iPhone📱 because I’m never bored🤳🏾. I would also like to take the time to be grateful that I got all my hoes back💁🏾 because I missed them🤣😂🤣😂(y’all know who y’all are🙌🏾🤷🏾♀️). I am grateful that I get everything I want. I also realized I will always have my VIP🍾 status but I won’t have my previous entries😫.
I’m having a bit of a dilemma😥. I REALLY like CH (to protect the person and myself from possible scrutiny (as if anyone cares🙄🤷🏾♀️) his name is abbreviated and the abbreviation may or may not be his lmaoooo. It’s so no one knows who he is because he is very popular in the interneighborhood). He’s so beautiful🍫👁👁 and when I first laid 👀 on him, I couldn’t look away. I wanted everything he’d ever had in his life: his love❤️, his children🙇🏾♀️🙇🏾🙇🏽🙇🏿♀️🙇🏽♀️🙇🏿, his dick🍆 (which, btw… I had NO idea💡was so big) & his soul🌀. Allat❗️
He does something to me. The thought of him drives me crazy. Like ALL SMILES🤗🤗🤗. He’s all I can think about and I really wanna be his. He fine AF and get finer each time I see him. And his smile so sweet ♥️. I want him to want me… And miss me. He asked me that… when we met for the first time. “You missed me? I missed you. Say it. Tell me. I know you missed me. Cause I missed you”. I responded “Yes. I Missed You daddy”. He asked me if I want his baby and I said yes like a dummy😘 cause he was deep in my tummy. Then I thought about it and said no. He said “what you want” I said “I want a son”💋. His next words were “is this your dick🍆”? I’m his😍. I want him to take all my energy reankh it and give it back♥️ Fuck I love him. I stared at him as he was sleeping🙇🏾♀️💕. I can’t help but tell him as much as I can through text📱📲💬💬💬. I asked him to pray for me🙏🏾. He said “I’ve been praying for you”🙌🏾. He told me he prays for me👌🏾. That’s when I began praying for him🤞🏾.
I get so turned on thinking💭🤔 about him and then I start bothering him because he’s bothering my pussy 🙄😂 lol I’m in love. Only with the idea of him being mine but I know he’ll never be mine🤷🏾♀️. Touch me softly and slowly. Bite my nipples gently. Smack my ass softly then build up. Oh My God🙊😮😲😳. What have I done to myself 🙄🤐😴😭😓😫😩😩😩😩😩😩😫😖😖😣😣☹️☹️☹️🙁🙁🙁🙁🙁 He texted me asking if he could get some head 😏👅💦💦💦. I want him so bad right now but I said “Later. Yes.” I don’t even suck dick so he gone be hella heated. Oh My God🙊😮😲😳🤤🤤🤤🤤.
So last night or early this morning because it was about five or six in the morning, CH and I had sex. He kept saying all these magical things to me. And right when we started one of his friends came downstairs and did something LOL and he told me to be quiet, stay still and stay low. His friend went towards the bathroom which was in the opposite direction of us. But even if he had looked or came near us, he would’ve see my back as it was facing him. He asked me if he was the best dick I’ve ever had. And I said “no”. He was like “so you had better” & I’m like “yeah” and he said it again like “is this the best dick you’ve ever had”? And the more I got the more my no became a yes because like drake said “heat of the moment”. He asked me if I missed Him and I told him yes and he kept wanting to hear me say it more. I told him that I wanted his baby. He asked me did I want his baby. I begged for it.
Oh My God🙊😮😲😳 this man. His lips 👄 so kissable and LORDT when he’s sleep 😴 —he snores (which is so cute😊 since he’s not fat 😂😂). When he’s sleeping, I wanna rub💆🏾♂️ all over his body and I even thought 💭 about sucking👅💦 his dick🍆 while he slept 😴but it’s always somebody up here 🙄 and we never have privacy🚪. We literally try to get it in whenever we can. I know he not gone fuck me while everybody up🙅🏾🙅🏾♂️❌ Annnnd I don’t expect him to TBH 🤦🏾♀️🤦🏾♂️. Also I’m loud af📣. I’m coming down and grab me💦. Then he turned me away from him and pulled me closer while putting his other hand over my mouth. He whispered in my ear “pull them down bae. Let me slide”.
Mind You we’re on the stairs🤦🏾♀️🤷🏾♂️🤦🏾♂️🤷🏾♀️. He kissed and sucked on my neck. He bit my ear and before bending me over. Omfg shit 💦💦💦😫😫😫😫😫. Things were going nice and slow at first and we were not trying to get caught or be hurt by anyone. I don’t know when control got lost but control was lost. After we baed up and I said “I chose you to give myself to you😍♥️. And I love you♥️❤️. I really do ❤️you and I want to be with you👫 and you’re so beautiful😍 to me. You’re goals are inspiring and everything about you makes me want to be a better me. A KING🤴🏾.
Right as he began to speak. Everything changed and he was gone.
📿🌐Update🌐: 📿I wish I had some alcohol🍹🍸🍷🥃 to make me forget about what’s happening oreven a place to just cry😢 so much that I can’t even cry😢 anymore about the situation. I haven’t talked to him in sooooo long. I’m not sure what happened but I hope he remembers.
⚠️💋Disclaimer💋⚠️: It was all a dream!